mer...

Actually, I had a good day. Not paricularly happy, but I feel like I accomplished something, or maybe just LIVED. I like this feeling.

On the way home from Honors Seminars (ROWG was postponed til next wednesday so I won't miss it- yay!), I heard the song "dreamweaver," which, surprise, got me thinking.

( Another Mercat Theory of Sorts... )

mer...

Actually, I had a good day. Not paricularly happy, but I feel like I accomplished something, or maybe just LIVED. I like this feeling.

On the way home from Honors Seminars (ROWG was postponed til next wednesday so I won't miss it- yay!), I heard the song "dreamweaver," which, surprise, got me thinking.

( Another Mercat Theory of Sorts... )

Make that 2!

Another for tonight...very inspired tonight, I think I am.
Mercat Theory #0004: Inspiration comes when I'm desolate. My most inspired and deep-thought moments have come when I am somewhat emotionally numb, or emotionally over-stimulated so that it is the appearance of numb. Be it a bad numb, which is usually more inspiring, or a happy numb, which leaves me feeling quite good, it's tiring but I actually like the hacking through the self-inventory it seems to take me on every time. This is usually the result of a fight or retreat. Some other instances, and don't ask for any specifically.

Make that 2!

Another for tonight...very inspired tonight, I think I am.
Mercat Theory #0004: Inspiration comes when I'm desolate. My most inspired and deep-thought moments have come when I am somewhat emotionally numb, or emotionally over-stimulated so that it is the appearance of numb. Be it a bad numb, which is usually more inspiring, or a happy numb, which leaves me feeling quite good, it's tiring but I actually like the hacking through the self-inventory it seems to take me on every time. This is usually the result of a fight or retreat. Some other instances, and don't ask for any specifically.