i's not emo

I would just like to apologize to anyone who actually reads my journal regularly... I don't want to sound like an attention whore, or a drama queen or anything. This really has been the shittiest few months of my life as far as I can tell. I'm not usually so depressing, and I really do fight it, but until the dealer stops giving me shit for cards, all I can do is play the pile I've got.

So, again, if you're tired of a whiny emo bitch, I apologize, and I ask that you simply hold on for the ride.

Thanks... and you guys are awesome. I hope you had a happy holiday or two or three or whatever, and that things are going significantly better for you than they are for me.

(Oh, and another thing. Last night, or the night before, I had a dream that my Nana was still alive or she'd just gona away, and it was all a lie. It's gotten me slightly more depressed, which is not good, but whatever... *sigh*)

i's not emo

I would just like to apologize to anyone who actually reads my journal regularly... I don't want to sound like an attention whore, or a drama queen or anything. This really has been the shittiest few months of my life as far as I can tell. I'm not usually so depressing, and I really do fight it, but until the dealer stops giving me shit for cards, all I can do is play the pile I've got.

So, again, if you're tired of a whiny emo bitch, I apologize, and I ask that you simply hold on for the ride.

Thanks... and you guys are awesome. I hope you had a happy holiday or two or three or whatever, and that things are going significantly better for you than they are for me.

(Oh, and another thing. Last night, or the night before, I had a dream that my Nana was still alive or she'd just gona away, and it was all a lie. It's gotten me slightly more depressed, which is not good, but whatever... *sigh*)