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I love living but sometimes I hate life. A huge fight with my best friend and all I wanted to do was go to a dance, and maybe at least make someone else feel a little happier that their life doesn't suck. Questioning my morals, my logic... I'm just as lost. And please don't hate me or act like you do and I'm sorry and everything a million times! This is torture! I hope I didn't kill the one thing I had.
As for the dance...PAT I'M GOING TO KILL YOU. You started the one thing I didn't need at this point...argh! Starts a hit list: Mattie, Dan Ross, Danny, Patrick...you're all going down. I can't believe you would say something like that! I know you're just joking but that's SO CRUDE! Thanks alot. Now I can feel down in the dumps for a good long time. Looks like it's time to fight off oncoming depression again.
Dear God, please let something extremely good happen to me soon. So far I feel like I am going to explode. Constant emotional numbness. I don't know what to do, other than wallow in this pit and hope that sometime, hopefully soon, there's a light shining from above. Death of family, death of friendship, death of self-assertiveness... It's getting to me. Someone needs to tell me the honest truth.
As for the dance...PAT I'M GOING TO KILL YOU. You started the one thing I didn't need at this point...argh! Starts a hit list: Mattie, Dan Ross, Danny, Patrick...you're all going down. I can't believe you would say something like that! I know you're just joking but that's SO CRUDE! Thanks alot. Now I can feel down in the dumps for a good long time. Looks like it's time to fight off oncoming depression again.
Dear God, please let something extremely good happen to me soon. So far I feel like I am going to explode. Constant emotional numbness. I don't know what to do, other than wallow in this pit and hope that sometime, hopefully soon, there's a light shining from above. Death of family, death of friendship, death of self-assertiveness... It's getting to me. Someone needs to tell me the honest truth.
