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OMFG. I am in such a bad mood. I don't even really know why. I am tired, and I am sick of stupid people that I keep having to deal with, and I want to be done with homework forever and I want to just go to Phantom's camp right NOW and I just want something to work out.
This feeling it just SHIT and it's so incredibly indescribable, and the gray weather outside and the stupid people who keep calling me and all are just NOT. HELPING.
I really just want to say "fuck you," to the world and forget about life for a while. A good long while. A good long while where there are no idiots and I can hang out indefinitely with my friends who I miss a ton. And where no one gives a flying fuck about dating, because let me tell you THAT is wrecking my brain at the moment.
I DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT. All of this crap-- just trying to put some order to it-- puts me in such a goddamn bad mood and I can't think of a single fucking way out of it.
Watched Tomb Raider. Nothing. Listened to Billy Joel. Nothing. Actually got my butt up and exercised. Nothing. Flopped around on the internet for a while. Nothing.
That's the main reason I hate this shit mood--I don't know a single fucking way out of it.
And to all you guys who decided that continuing to be ignorant fucking ASSHOLES and keep acting like you're trying to hold a real conversation when you're just being an idiot and NOT SEEING MY POINT-- I FUCKING HATE YOU THE WORST, AND I'M BLAMING THIS ALL ON YOU.
AND I HATE YOU FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING THAT. YOU ARE FUCKING RETARDS.
Now go die, please and thankyou.
=^-.-^=
This feeling it just SHIT and it's so incredibly indescribable, and the gray weather outside and the stupid people who keep calling me and all are just NOT. HELPING.
I really just want to say "fuck you," to the world and forget about life for a while. A good long while. A good long while where there are no idiots and I can hang out indefinitely with my friends who I miss a ton. And where no one gives a flying fuck about dating, because let me tell you THAT is wrecking my brain at the moment.
I DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT. All of this crap-- just trying to put some order to it-- puts me in such a goddamn bad mood and I can't think of a single fucking way out of it.
Watched Tomb Raider. Nothing. Listened to Billy Joel. Nothing. Actually got my butt up and exercised. Nothing. Flopped around on the internet for a while. Nothing.
That's the main reason I hate this shit mood--I don't know a single fucking way out of it.
And to all you guys who decided that continuing to be ignorant fucking ASSHOLES and keep acting like you're trying to hold a real conversation when you're just being an idiot and NOT SEEING MY POINT-- I FUCKING HATE YOU THE WORST, AND I'M BLAMING THIS ALL ON YOU.
AND I HATE YOU FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING THAT. YOU ARE FUCKING RETARDS.
Now go die, please and thankyou.
=^-.-^=
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Date: 2006-10-22 10:17 pm (UTC)From:i hope you feel better
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Date: 2006-10-23 05:59 am (UTC)From:However, they have ruined my week and I am totally done with this shit. SO. I am going to be making public posts all over (facebook, LJ, xanga) as a kind of warning label to anyone else who might need to know.
Yeah. It's the only way I can think of dealing with it. *sigh*